March 5th, 2006

-.-

Dear Blue Eyes,
Its hard for me to believe anyone could miss me.
Or even be thinking of me.
I'm so used to just being alone and having nobody care.
I probably seem like a bitch or stand offish but even after this long I'm still in disbelief of it all.
Things like this never happen to me.
I hold back things I want to say, and when I pretend everything doesn't remind me of you its a lie.
Everything screams your name to me.
I'm no good at this kind of thing.
I'm much better at trying to help people help themselves.
I care so much.
I love you too much.
-Carri

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