January 11th, 2006

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hey you.
just letting you know that i've moved on,
and you've lost your last chance with me.

you are not the last thing i think about anymore,
and you are not the first thing i think about when i wake up.

it was you that fucked things up like a disco ball,
and i hate that you don't care,
but i'm done.

i'm done with your games, and the way you smile in pictures.


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Dear guy best friend-
You're right, you know me better then anyone else in the world.
I have a dirty little secret I guess you could say.
I never got over you.
I just fell harder.
I guess the phrase 'head over heels' begins to scratch the surface of my feelings.
Its so bad, the word 'love' seems not powerfull enough.
Don't worry I'll tell you someday.
And as you run in the opposite direction sceaming
Remeber me at my best, and not as the girl dying in your dust.

Dear boyfreind -
Don't get me wrong,
Your great.
And you're perfect for me right now.
And I enjoy being around you
But yoDu're no him
And thats not your fault.
You're wonderful.
And someday someone will realize that.
Who knows
Maybe it will be me.
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dear nayte,
we miss you alot.
you were such an amazing baby.
you were so happy.
and you were so fat!
you were the most beautiful baby i had ever seen in my life.
you were wonderful.
do you see us when we go and visit your grave?
your mommy and grandma can't afford the cement covering for your grave, so me and mommy have decided that we are going to make flower boxes to put around your grave.
me and mommy are such flower children.
silly us.
i made something for you.
we had to make a vase in art class.
and i made mine for you.
its paper mache... i have to get polyurothane [sp?] to coat it with before i bring it to you.
your birthday is coming up soon.
mommy is going to visit you all day.
i can't because of school.
but I will probably go to the waterfall after school.
we write your name with the pennies.
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that's your mommy's feet.
i couldn't wait for you to be able to walk.
and talk.
it's sad that you died so young.
but i know you are in a better place.
i guess all i want to say is we haven't forgotten about you!
We think and talk about you constantly.
we love you nayte.