January 7th, 2006

me

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if spring break happens I will b e really stressed out. I want you to end up loving me not hating my family. I've had the history of hiding my family from most of my friends and exboyfriends. Chris is really the only one that has met and understands in a general way my hatred towards my mom's husband. I don't want you to think less of me because of them. my dad and susan are okay but jud and my mom I don't want yout o deal with. i mean my mom wants to send you a care package which is okay but I mean we've only been dating for 3 months she doesn't need to do that. She doesn't know you. I hate when she does this. She takes over my relationships and I hate it. i just want them to be mine for a while.

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dear mom
why can't you get it that i'm not a compulsive liar
i have no fucking clue where you get that notion from.
if i'm sick, i'm sick.
if i lose hearing in my right ear, it fucking happens.
so why are you denying anything happening to me, ever?
-me