I don't think you realize how much it upsets me when I can't get ahold of you. Not because I'm posessive or going crazy about what you're doing I'm just worried in general. It makes me nervous. I'm sure you're just sleeping and your phone died. But what if that's not the case? It's four oclock now boy. Please wake up and get my message...I'd like to hear from you.
I love you.
In the year or so you've been in my life you've illuminated everything. With your unfiltered, pure love and care you've made me a better person. Getting up every morning is no longer a chore, because I know at the end of the day I'll get to see you, to smell you, to hold you.
I remember that I used to scorn marriage as a child, and frequently denounce it as foolish and unecessary. You know how I feel about it.
But with each passing day, I feel more and more as if I want to marry you, and spend the rest of my life with you.
I can just imagine waking up every morning and feeling your arms around me. It just makes so much sense.
I'd ask you to marry me tomorrow.
But there's one catch:
We're only 18.
I love you, more than I'll ever allow myself to express. And I hope that, one day, I can make this dream possible.
Know it's gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and sleep together. . .
We could be married,
And then we'd be happy.
Oh, wouldn't it be nice?