September 20th, 2005

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I need to get this out...before I do something I regret.

::kiss me?:: (Some title under this chicks myspace picture)
September 20, 2005 11:35 AM
(Brandin's comment) ok, but dont tell my gf ok? lol

I'm on the verge of tears over this...
Okay I am crying over this...

First of it isn't funny. No lol should have been added.
He shouldn't have even said it.
Why would he say that when:
1. He knows how jealous and upset I get over things.
2. He knows there was a good chance of me reading it.

It makes me mad and upset.
It worries me too.
He shouldn't be saying those kind of things.
I don't say that about other guys.
I am suppose to be the only one he thinks about.
If he loved me so much, why would he say something like that?
He doesn't realize how emotinal I am.
I tell him he needs to watch what he says.
I take EVERYTHING to heart, that is the kind of person I am.

Why can't guys think without their fucking penis for just once?

I just want to scream my lungs out.
Boys are like a virus you can't get rid of, but enjoy because you get to stay home from school.
Why does love have to hurt so much?
Maybe I am over reacting?

Ugh...fucking shoot me please?