Self,
You chose to talk to her? You hold grudges remember? You're acting strange tonight.
He misses you too, he tells you that all the time. Believe him. And always remember to wish him a good day at school.
GO TO BED and get used to GOING TO BED, you're starting school Thursday remember?
Find your eyeliner.
Pretend your happy.
Let things go.
DON'T PRY. You're gunna cause problems.
FINISH YOUR SNAPPLE ALREADY.
Spread the word about the new Every Time I Die CD.
Love your boyfriend into a million peices like you've been doing.
Like I said before. GO TO BED.
Mom's awake now...it's okay.
<3Me
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- Current Music
- Every Time I Die- Tusk and Temper.
Dear Tomorrow,
Please dont be to bad.
Please dont let her get me down, and let everything be okay.
I'm kinda nervous.
Yours,
Olivia.x
People who sent me a letter today,
Maybe you heard. I was back down to the size you want me for your pathetic mind games, you're the ones who made me this way in the first place. You put me through hell to put me through competitions, and for what? To make YOUR club look better. And then when i a gained a little bit of weight, you treat me like shit, so i quit, but the problem you gave me didn't quit. Yes. I have a problem. You gave it to me. Fuck you.
The girl who used to be "Your best."
Ps: I wish i could say this to your faces. Don't you fucking grind Tasha down like you did to me. She's even more underweight than me yet i bet you're giving her those 'hints' to lose weight. This is meant to be something people enjoy, are passionate about, not whose got the skinniest competitors.
To my absolute most favorite boy in the entire world,
You're worth it.
Love, Me.
I never want this to end.
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- Current Music
- Jack Johnson.

You,
Thankyou for coming to see me tonight. It meant alot to me. I loved how you just walked up on the porch with a huge grin on your face and kissed me before you said anything.
I loved our random walk around the block because we didn't know what we were doing and how we decided to go to Sacandaga School. I love how you kissed me. And how it made both of our lips tingle.
I loved the way you pushed me on the swing!...and how you also took it as an opportunity to grab my ass.
I like how you randomly said "I want our child to have your eyes." Because we both want kids some day.
Haha I loved how you showed me your self defence moves that you learned in your "gym class" for college. And how you worked yourself up so much with the pretend punches that you didn't even have enough breath to kiss me.
I love the way your hair felt tonight, and how you would lean in and snuggle with me so I could feel it against my cheek.
I love how you think I could be a super model and yell at me when I disagree. (You're not always right my love).
Me.
For everyone who's in love,
I'm glad you get to share the same feeling with me. I'm happy for every single one of you who has a boy or girl of your own. I hope it lasts a lifetime.
Me.
School,
Be good this year. I don't need rumors spread or nasty looks. I'm going to be civil to everyone, could I atleast have that in return?
Me.