Did we both just know, from the first moment when I walked into the room and you looked up at the doorway yo see me, that we'd end up together?
Did we know that for months we wouldn't even know eachother's names or rarely see eachother? And for over a year we would weekly be around eachother, but not even talk?
Did we know that we would have the most coquettish relationship?
Did we know about the all-nighters? The night we would spend together, you reciting every single line of Finding Nemo word-for-word in my ear (and that I would spend ever single minute cracking up)? Did we know that you and the other boys would work so hard to keep me awake, singing "Sweet Home Alabama" until you finally fell asleep? Or that over a year later, my friend would tell me that ever since that night, she knew it would be you and me?
Did we know that we would go to camp together? That we would spend so much time together during those 5 days? And throughout that week, all the girls would ask me if I liked you? Or that word would move around so fast that we seemed to fit? Did we know that I would deny liking you for months?
In that moment, did we know about all the text messages and hours we would spend on the phone together?
Did we know that I would start to stop repressing my feelings for you? Only for me to learn that you had gotten back together with your ex-girlfriend? Did we know how crushed I would be?
Did we know that I would become such good friends with her over the next few months? Or that her and I would get along so well, or be so similar? And that I would start to distance myself from you, but hang out with her? Did we know that when you would break up, I would be the first girl you called? And that you would call me again that weekend, leaving me a voicemail that I would analyze again, and again for the next two weeks because you were on a cruise?
Did we know that we would yet again go to camp together? That we would spend a weekend hanging out in the same cabin up in the mountains? Did we know that everyone would look at us, just smiling, and waiting? Did we know about the smiles and my scarf, and sitting together during every session? (Did I know that the perpetual empty seat right next to you, was not by chance, but rather, by your choice to save it for me?)
Did we know that everyone would again start to talk, asking me what was going on (nothing)- again?
Did we know that not 4 days later, my best friend would take you home, and you would answer "Yes..." when she asked you if you liked me? Did we know what everyone else seemed to know before we finally realized, or admitted it? Did we know that Saturday, we would spend 4 hours just talking, knowing, being together? Or that those first 4 hours would become the next 4 months?
From that single second, did we know about holding hands, ice-skating in Horton Plaza, movie nights, Valentine's Day, wrestling, my 15348 minute phone bill (and just for january..haha)? Did we know about snowboarding at the summit, riding the lift together, cuddling in the car ride home? About all the inside jokes, purpley-blue, Andy Irons, alphabet bombing, my hate for pecs, Jack Johnson LOVE, I WINS, eye candy, Backstreet Boys, our songs? Did we know that you would suprise me by playing my song for me on your acoustic guitar? Or how deep I would blush when I learned that you taught yourself the tabs, so you could play it- just for me? Did we know about Wednesday nights with Scotty and Ethan (look at the lovebirds), the meaning of exactly 9o'clock, dinner at Island's, that night walking down the pier, falling asleep in your lap/on your shoulder/basically falling asleep on you, shivering in the rain? Did we know that we would spend over 4 months this way? Did we know that I would ask you to my Prom? Did we know that because of one week, I would become so dependent on you? That you would become my crutch, one of the few things that keep me sane?
Did we know we'd be together? That it would take almost 2 years?
From that first moment, did we know?
Baby, I think we sensed it.
(Insert all the words, sentences, thoughts I've deleted.)
There's nothing like you and I,