Dont u ever wish things would be back the way they used to be? i mean i do it all the time so im sure you do too. we used to talk all the time. even late at night until i got in trouble. but we still talked online a whole lot. we said i love you to each other frequently. then somehow we lost touch. it was almost 5 months until we talked again. and in between that time i always questioned if i would IM to say hey whats up. until finally you did and said we should talk more. now we are talking again but it doesnt feel the same. There are all these long pauses and awkward silences, we never talk about nething exciting anymore. everything is boring when we talk. it used to be so exciting, random, and fun. there were never long pauses or awkward silences. i just want things to be back the way they used to be. but im afraid that may never happen. because you will never know. i wish u felt the same way and if u do i wish you would tell me. but sadly we arent that close nemore and it breaks my heart. ill always be here for you. whenever you feel like u want things to be back they way they used to be. ill be here for you.
Hi, its kind of unusal for me to write a letter to you. but ur not going to see this neways so who cares. i love you. and i told u this many a times b4, you even said it back. i told u i liked u and u said u liked me too. but we lived so far away and both agreed that long distance sucked ass. and even if we went out we couldnt see each other as much as we wanted. even if u visted every weekend i wouldnt want you to because gas prices are so high. but now you talk about your girlfriend. and it makes me sad. because i still have feelings for you. i understand u will like other girls and cant like me just because i told u i liked and i have liked other guys but i have always loved you. i dont know what i want you to do. if i cant have you nobody can. i dont want that girl with you. i may seem unfair and unreasonable but this is how i feel. i need to find someone else to love. and get my mind off you. i wish you never even brought her up but its my fault for asking what u did that day. and of course it was hang out with your girlfriend. love is between two people. and you have gone away. i think its me who as gone postal. im sorry for bothering you. what could you do to make me feel better about this. nothing. except say ur running away moving here and hanging out with me everyday. thats the only thing that would make me feel better. but you cant. you cant do nething i want now. i will always love you, and am waiting for the day you hold me and look me in the eyes and say im the only one for you. but im too much of a dreamer for that to happen. it was nice knowing you...