March 31st, 2005

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dear AIM,
why are you being SO stupid, i was just in the middle of a convo and you had to stop working. and for 45 minutes ive been trying to get on AIM and NO i cant!!! Grr
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Dear heart,
Why must you hold on to the past so tightly? Why must you hurt yourself over and over? Why can't you forget the past and move on? Why must you let the past prevent you from living the life you desire? Why do you torment yourself over the things that you did? Why must you hide things from everyone? Why can't you trust people? Why aren't you able to let people help you?
Why can't you let go?
-Yourself
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Dear Jared,

How can someone so unbelievably awesome like me so much? I don't know the answer, but I'm glad you do. Wow. Is this what it feels like to start falling in love from the beginning again? Just last week I was afraid of facing the decision of choosing between you (or anyone else, for that matter) and someone else who I hadn't gotten over yet. Now I'm not afraid. Somehow I know I'll make the right choice when the time comes. I'm ready. I'm ready to see this through to the end with you. And I'm so excited! Thank you for coming into my life right now. You're amazing.

- J
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dear robert:
He's telling me you're violent..is it true?
He's telling me you've got a temper..is it true?
He's telling me you'll hit me..is it true?
I've been around you long enough to know you're
not violent, and that you've got a temper sometimes,
but not long enough to know if you'll hit me. You
dont seem like the kind of guy who will. It makes
me wonder if that's what he told odalis. Maybe that's
why she broke up with you. Maybe its his fault. Maybe
he wants us to stay away from you because you're better
than him. Maybe he's jealous. But, i wont go away that
easily. Maybe after you hit me the first time, ill leave
you. When i have proof that you're abusive. The only
"abuse" ive been through is you beating my ass up when
we have PILLOW fights. I love how you're so kind and
gentle with me. You're not violent at all, and i cant
picture you as abusive. I can deal with your temper,
i have one of my own. But, i wouldnt be able to deal
with the hitting because im weaker. I dont want you to
think that i believe him. I dont want to believe him.
Im not sure he's telling me the truth. I know he tends
to manipulate people into believing what he wants them
to believe, but im not like her, he's going to have to
prove to me that you're violent and abusive.
love,
me