March 23rd, 2005

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My dearest Adam,

We spent some time together walking
Spent some time just talking
About who we were
You held my hand so very tightly
And told me what we could be dreaming of
There's nothing like you and I

We spent some time together drinking
Spent some time just thinking
About days of joy
As our hearts started beating faster
I recalled your laughter from long ago
There's nothing like you and I

We spent some time together crying
Spent some time just trying
To let each other go
I held your hand so very tightly
Amd told you what I would be dreaming of

There's nothing like you and I
So, why do I even try?
There's nothing like you and I

I truly do <3 you. I just don't know if I'm truly ready. For this, for you. I don't want to fuck everything up; take you for granted. All to protect myself. And you. Really.

Truly yours,
Jas

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...dont depend on me to follow thru on anything...but id go thru hell for you...

dear chris,
before i say anything i want to thank you
this afternoon was awesome
i realize it probably meant lil 2 nothing 2 you
but it meant alot 2 me
and i thank you
spending time with you, talk to you, mucking around, pegging balls at you, you pegging balls at me, us creating the world's most random xylophone, us trying to attempt to play that song we were supposed to learn for music and trying to play it together, me playing with your hair...
if only you knew wot this all means to me
but then again maybe if you knew none of this would happen....???
i just wish u could know...
i wish i could tell you...
i wish i could hug you...
i wish i could have you...
but why cant i
i have a feeling that if you did feel the same way, things may b just as hard for you
a popular liking sum1 who isnt popular
as bad as me liking a popular...
i just wish ...im not shur wot i wish
i just want u!!!!
love alwayz
me