March 22nd, 2005

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Dear Clueless..

I am tired of you always talking about all these other girls with me when you know I have very strong feelings for you. Do you not care that you are hurting me inside when you talk about all these girls you want to be with and I know that girl isn't me? Today you told me that you like this girl and for the past 3 weeks she has been avoiding haning out with you, Remeber that time we hung out? You told me you enjoyed told me you wanted to see me again..Then yesterday you told me you wish you could see me. I hope you start to realize that I want to be with you. I don't know how many times I can actually come out and say it to you.Then today you told me that you might ask ot brittnays sister. Why do you come to me and tell me things like this? Do you not have any other friends on your list you can go to and tell these things too? I just want to yell at you sometimes and ask you ARE YOU FUCKING BLIND?!..I told you once before that I like you and you responded and said that we needed to hang out first before we date..Well that's been what now?

I seriously hope you get tired of playing with my emotions because Honestyly I am getting tired of you acting like my feelings for you are invisable..

Yours truely..
Fed up
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My dearest A,

Jack Johnson seems to have already put into words how I feel:

"Better Together"
There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song that I could sing
But I can try for your heart
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a shoebox of photographs, with sepiatone loving

Love is the answer
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Like, why are we here? And where do we go? And how come we're so hard?
It's not always easy and sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing
It's always better when we're together

It's always better when we're together
Look at the stars when we're together
It's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

And all of these moments
Just might find their way into my dreams tonight
But I know that they'll be gone when morning light sings and brings new things
But tomorrow night, you'll see that they'll be gone too

Too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find their way into my day to day scene
I'll be under the impression I was somewhere in between
With only two, just me and you
Not so many things we got to do, or places we got to be
We'll sit beneath the mango tree

I believe in memories
They look so, so pretty when I sleep
Now, when I wake up, you look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time, and there is no song I could sing
And there is no combination of words I could say
But I will still tell you one thing
We're better together

How many times must we go through this?
You've always been mine, I thought you knew this
How many times must we go through this?
You'll always be mine
Cupid only misses sometimes

But we could end up broken-hearted
If we don't remember why this all started
And if they try to tell you 'Love fades with time'
Tell them there's no such thing as time
It's our time

Sweetie, your name will always be written under my heart. <3333


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Dear You,
Are you aware of the fact that every time I call you say "why did you call?" It's possible that I called just to talk to one of my best friends you know. I shouldn't need an excuse to talk to you. We're drifting further & further apart every day, and it kills me because you can't see it.

Your Bestfriend.
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Keeping quiet is hard.

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Dear Austin,

I love you.
I know fate has brought us together.
I want to be your girl.
I don't want to be jealous anymore.
I want you.
I want to be able to hold your hand anytime I felt. I want you to feel the same way as that.
I want you to fight for me.
I don't want you to change if we were boyfriend and girlfriend.
I want the best for you.
I want us to keep going.
We're two parallel lines, about to intersect.
You need to go forward.
I want you to tell me how you feel about me instead of always flirting with me.
I want to be the only girl you flirt with.
Lines go on forever.
When we are together, we will go on forever.
..and ever.
And I always will love you.
No matter who gets in the way.
I want you to tell me how you feel about me.

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mis sigs!

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Dear Wannabe Lover,

Yeah, I wish that you would wait for my dial.

Whoever he is, I'm fitfully jealous.

Yet again, I still love you. So goddamn much.

daniel xxx

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