And I almost wish you hadn't.
Cheers to a
I basically hate you at the moment
Then again it aint all your fault
I expected to much outta u
I expected tat we could have one afternoon as friends, mucking around and maybe having a lil “fun”
But that was obviously to much to ask wasn’t it?
You ran off after what? Ten minutes??
And I never saw you again for the whole afternoon
But now I see it was obvious you didn’t want to be there or at least be there with me
You never answered my calls or messages and in the end you just kept hanging up on me
I think the reason I got so cut at you is that I still (somewhere deep deep down) like you just a lil bit
I don’t want to but im afraid that I do
That’s why you treating me like shit today hurt so much
Why do you just think you can fuck around with my mind??
I want to be your friend
I don’t know why because you’re a stupid basturd I know that but the bottom line is I still want to be friends, good friends
But if you’re gunna treat me like shit is it worth it?
But im mostly annoyed that you put a scar on a day that I had been looking forward to for so long and actually apart from you was a good day
But now the only memories I seem to have of today seem to be of you and what you did.
Why? I just want to know why?
Love always Love xoxo Your friend Kind regards