you mean a lot to me.
take care of yourself and feel better soon.
Im so depressed, youre the reason im alive, without you around im nothing, i hardly speak to you in person, but u know im there and i know youre there, but somehow you dont notice me, and i hate that, because u told me you liked me, then said you didnt, then asked could we kiss, then said u just wanted to be friends...i know youve told me time and time again that youre a fuck-up, but i dont belive that, and youve told me that you hurt people, but i do belive that, ive seen the state of chloe, matt, and even myself. I know how you feel about certain people, especialy Claire, but i love you so much and want to spend the rest of my life with you...
I've never known myself to hate someone so fucking much, you stupid-sounding, ugly, poser cunt.
Fuck off and die and never emerge into my fucking life again.
I hate you.