Will this ever end?
I don't know why I'm like this.
I don't know why I think I need
you THIS bad. I've done so many
things that I said I would never do.
You make me want to scream.
You make me weak. And everyone
tells me to get over you...
and I want to. But something
is making me hold on. And you
obviously fucking hate me.
I really really love you.
With every bit of my heart.
I just don't understand where
things went wrong. I tried to be
the best for you. I tried my hardest
to make everything okay for you.
But as for everyone else...I'll
never be good enough for you.
It'll suck the one day you wake up
and realize I could've been the best
thing for you. But you've changed.
And I miss the OLD you. Not this cocky
shallow asshole. You can always put a smile
on my face. But afterwards I think about
how much of a jerk you were and cry.
I can only cry myself to sleep so long.
Its been so long since I've gone to sleep
without thinking about you and starting
to cry. All the memories we have...I can't
stop thinking about them. I can't stop
thinking about you...
I love you. I just wish it was enough