pain is something everyone goes through? but why...why do the people we love and care for go through pain, a pain someone can never stop?
pain is uncontrollable. its a disease that spreads out of love only because when we know our friends or family is in pain, it worries us. causing us pain. it hurts us to know that someone we know is being hurt and we can't stop it. we can try to tone it down, but pain never fully leaves us.
it leaves a mark in all of our hearts, just as a memory of something that hurt so bad.
but if were always holding remains of something hurtful in our pasts, then are we ever really and truly happy? how can i be happy if i know that someone i love has never fully cured from something that hurt?
and what if i had put the pain there? it kills me to know that one of my friends is in pain, but it kills me even more to know i put that pain there. and it will always stay there, slowly fading away, but kept there as a constant reminder of what happened.
i don't want to be done with this, but asking myself "why?" won't get me anywhere, because we will never know "why?". we can only guess.