you are such an asshole! i told you not to tell me that unless you meant it! you told me yesterday that you felt the same way i did. and today you ignore me?! i don't ever want you to look at me! i don't want you to hug me! hell i don't want you to touch me! ever! i'm so into you and you don't even care! i'm just some girl who just happens to love you with everything she possesses! just another heart to toy with and wrap around your finger! you do it so well.
when i'm with you i feel so happy, the touch of your skin makes me feel safe, you make me feel like you care. you smell so good, all i ever need is for you to wrap your arms around me and hold me. you make me happy. then you do some assholish thing to piss me off!
and you know that i'll forgive you
and you know i'll come running back
and you know i'll pretend to push you away
but this time i'm not going to do that
i'm not gonna wrap my arms around you and stare into your blue eyes
i'm not gonna ask for your forgivness
i'm NOT going to speak to you and see how you deal without me, even as a friend for a while, see how you like being deserted.
the sad part is...i'm afraid you won't even notice i'm gone...
if i knew that the last time i held you would be the last, i wouldnt have let you go......... Current Mood: crushed