we woke up to what we thought was the sun rising when really it was the passing of cars heading to the hospital to witness the birth of a new criminal someone with the prettiest blue eyes who'd steal your heart away baby, you have to know this world is cold it's not nearly as loving as the place where you rested for te past 9 months and no one is going to be here to hold you like they do now rest assured that you'll never be safe anywhere you'll forget what they told you that day in the delivery room and you'll grow up giving your heart and breaking others living your life in pain and hurting ones you love but that's what we all do, that's what our purpose is truth is that no one remembers what they told us that day and the ones who love us are afraid to remind us knowing that we'd feel sorry for ourselves and the ones we hurt so each day is the passing of a new criminal and more lies are added to the storyboard of our impure lives
I'm tired of being alone. I'm so sick of it. When I look at you I can't believe how great we are. You, me, and him are like the three musketeers... except they didn't fight like we do... and they didn't have a weird chick. *sigh* You guys are my two favorite boys and I love you to death. But YOU, I'm too close to you. You've become a boyfriend substitute and my best friend. I hate that! I'm sad that you're leaving but maybe this will force me to look for something... some one better. Something real. I'm sick of coming over and just playing house. It's going to be the best and worst thing ever to happen to me when we move in together. *jumps up and down* I need a boyfriend... no a companion, a soulmate... I know it sounds stupid but it's what I need right now. Maybe without you around, guys will come up to me a clubs when I go out... instead of being scared of you. Honey, I love you dearly.
Don't forget, I'll always be yours (even though you're not mine)