I choose to live I choose to live
So now you finally realise what i was going through while you told me to grow up
And you finally realise what its fucking like.
Part of me wants this to stop, because i dont want you to be destroyed by it
But the other half, it wants this to hurt so damn much you will never be able to wake up and have a day without thinking about them.
I woke up everyday, and wondered what was gonna happen to ruin it.
I now wake up everyday and wonder if im ever going to stop being so scared of what could have been.
And to add to my distrust, theres you, and them, yes, YOU AND THEM.
THEY made my life a misery and what did you expect me to do? Trust you undyingly?
You understand now, and i hope it hurts.
But i dont want it to... not completely
They ruined me, and i hope they at least affect you.
[they were right about you]
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