why do some people act so different when they're around certain people..? like i could be your best buddy one second and the next, when you're around people i don't know so well, you act like you don't notice me.
i don't know if i want to deal with that anymore. its too confusing.
sometimes i am just incapable of saying anything. i let so much shit go with certain people, when i should be honest. but i can't. they're the stubborn one and i am the laid back one. i can't be mad at that person for long when i still want to hang out and have a good time with them. which apparently gives them the message of "hey, be an asshole to me. i won't do anything about it."
hey buddy, just know that i don't forget things. when it comes down to it and i need someone, i remember everything. and even if i still talk to you and we have some good times, trust me, deep down i know you're not on the top of the list. and deep down as much as i don't want to believe it i know for the most part you might not even give a shit.
maybe someday you will. but i don't care as much as i used to. people change. things are different. and i am too.
so don't go thinking you've got this all in the bag. 'cause some things have to change.