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Friday, October 8th, 2004

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12:47p
Dare I say it?

... I have a new crush :/

But his name must not escape my lips.

Only 2 people know: Jessica and April. Jessica talked to him acouple times and April is friends with him.

::sighs:: Why must my heart skip a beat when I see him?! It's not fair. I don't want this "crush thing" to blow up in my face and leave me heartbroken... again.

I've talked to him acouple times and I'm making myself get to know him better..

~Danielle

Current Mood: determined
2 ||x
12:49p
Dear _______:

We had something good, and I feel like it's slowly slipping away. This upsets me, but the thing is, I don't think I have done anything wrong, I don't feel like what happened between us should've, so I'm not sure what to do about it. It makes me very sad, because we have some good memories now, but I truly feel this relationship is VERY one-sided, and thats not fair to me. I'm not sure what else to do. You know how I feel, and through your actions I have learned how you feel, whether you say it or not. I've always tried my hardest to prove that I care and that I appreciate you as a person, and that you are an important part of my life, but now I feel like that has made no difference. We have many things in common, but maybe we are more different than I thought. I wish I knew how to fix things. Hmm.

-me.



Current Mood: worried
x
6:00p
"Look at me dreaming of you
All I could hope is to have you
To have you walking with me
Laughing so in love, we two
Almost drunkenly
I did imbibe of this
Fantasy of you and me

Was I a fool to think?
The way you looked at me
I swear you did
But you looked away too quick
Was I a fool, was I a fool to think
That you would take me home
As if I was yours
Was I a fool to think at all?

I've grown tired of love
You are the trouble with me
I watch you walk right by
I smile, you do not notice me
Treat me recklessly
All you do is toss me pennies out
But the silence in me is screaming
Won't you come and get me?

Was I a fool to think?
The way you looked at me
I swear you did
But you looked away too quick
Was I a fool, was I a fool to think
That you would take me home
As if I was yours
Was I a fool to think at all?

Was I a fool to think?
The way you looked at me
I swear you did
But you looked away too quick
Was I a fool, was I a fool to think
That you would take me home
As if I was yours
Was I a fool to think at all?

You make a mess of me here
I dance a thousand steps for you
If you say yes to me
I'll be whatever gets you through

You make a mess of me here (was I a fool?)
I dance a thousand steps for you (was I a fool?)
Was I a fool, was I a fool to think?
Am I a fool, am I a fool for you?"




Don't let me get my hopes up too high. It's not a date. Don't let my heart get broken. Don't let me fall too fast.
x
10:40p
Dear Micah,
I'm sorry I was ever friends with you. I honestly hope you get hit by a bus and have to stay in a hospital bed for the rest of your life. You are a sick bastard and I hope you get everything that's coming to you. Thanks for making me realize what a mistake I made in liking you for so long. You suck.

Love, me
x

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