If this is how it's supposed to be, then why does it HURT so much? UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
Dont make me fucking hate you more then i do already...see you think since you live closer to my boyfriend for some reason hes going to like you more? Maybe hes my boyfriend for a REASON!? because he loves me and wants to be with me anyways..so back the fuck off of him...because if anything you will get messages from me telling you to leave him alone...i wont tell him to stop talking to you because you are his friend..but i can promise you...if this doesnt stop...he wont talk to you because i will NOT let you tempt him to leave me...we have made it two months so far..and dont even try to bullshit me that you think we are the 'cutest' couple ever...because if you fucking did you wouldnt be writing about how much you want to call him and how much his sweatshirt is loosing scent...ARG! IM TIRED..SO STOP FIND SOMEONE ESLE...of just leave all together i really dont care...did you forget i read your fucking journal?
is that to mean?