Dear ***** I have a lot to tell you. I miss the way things used to be. When I felt like I could tell you anything and you would listen and give me advice if you could. Now I feel like I can only talk about you and your problems. I call you my best friend, but lately I don't feel like that. I feel like everything has to be about you and what's going on in your life. Everyday I want to scream and sometimes I feel like I am, but you aren't listening to me. Most of the time, I feel like I'm in a room filled with a million of you and none of them are listening to me...not one. You call me when you want something for yourself or when ****** is with me so you can talk to her. What happened to the time when you used to call just to talk? I feel like I have no one. Whenever I'm around you it's always with someone else and I always feel like the 3rd wheel. You have no fucking idea what's been going on with me lately. ***** knows more than you do. He's been there for me more than you have. I should probably start calling him my best friend. O and by the way absolutely nothing is going on with us. For the past few weeks, the only question concerning our relationship and mine and ******'* relationship...is why does this always happen to me? I've had people I call my best friends, but you and ****** were the first two people I truely felt were my best friends. Now I feel like I have no one. I feel all alone and you guys don't even care. I never hang out with the same people...it's always different people...different groups, but when we hung out all the time I felt like I belonged...now I don't feel like I do belong. I feel like it's you and everyone else...and then there's me in the corner all by myself. I don't know what to do anymore. All of this has hurt me more than the ***** situation and that hurt me pretty bad. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I don't feel like you care anymore and I feel like I'm wasting my time even writing this to you. I still love you and I still hope we can work things out and things have been weird lately...and this is probably why because I've had all of this on my mind. I want to be able to call you my best friend again and know that you truely are my best friend.