Don't do this to yourself. Remember what happened last time? You fall in and out of love like the weather changes. YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT LOVE IS HALLIE. DON'T FOOL YOURSELF.
You're so stupid. You know damn well that you're not in love with this boy and chances are, you never will be. I don't understand why you find it so necessary to try and convince yourself that you're in love with every single person you date?
It's not all that it's cracked up to be you know. Remember how you were "so in love" with Pat? Look how that turned out. Twice. Don't listen to someone else just becasue it sounds good. Don't lie to yourself. I know you won't listen to me.
Whatever happened to take it slow? Whatever happened to easing into your next relationship? You knew this kid for what, two weeks? Don't get me wrong. The relationship is going good. Great, if you will. It's just not how you wanted it to happen... Don't come to some dumb conclusion just because it's all the rage to do.
You told him what love was.
-being determined to learn the persons favorite song on the instrument you play
-being able to argue jokingly about stupid things
-trying to read someones mind thru their eyes
-slow dancing in the middle of your bedroom to a song that isn't even slow to begin with
-not being able to mad at someone
-it's the 5 hour fights over the phone becasue you want it fixed so badly.
-it's being able to tell them that you might have feelings for someone else, becasue you know it's only infatuation.
-growing as two seperate people, but in the same direction because you want it to last.
-knowing someones going to call.. just becasue they miss you.
-somone who has always found you the most beautiful when youre not wearing any make up at all...
Until you've accomplished every one of those things, I don't want to hear any mention of the "L" word.
I just want someone who will come over to my house early in the morning to watch cartoons with me, and hold my hand when i get scared, and laugh at my dumb jokes, and put my pictures up on the wall... is that so much to ask?