wasted away again
I'm probably the last person you want to hear from right now. But I'm the person you need to hear from right now. I'm sorry for being pushy, but you know very well that when I'm with you, my hands go where they want. This is your life. You need to do what you want with it. Putting something off because someone else thinks it's wrong is harmful to you. Do you want us to be? Then step up and make it happen. I will wait till the earth crumbles and the sky turns red for you, but just because I'm waiting doesn't mean you'll come for me.
Here's something you probably don't know: I shake when I think about you. Not just from my urge to be with you, but because I'm afraid of what I am without you. I pick up the phone 20+ times a day, get about 5 numbers dialed to your phone number, and hang up. I figure, you're not ready yet (at least thats what you say) so why should I call? You'll call when you're ready.
I think we need this... Current Mood: alone