I hate you for what you did to me.
Making me feel this pain.
I thought I was better off leaving you,
But, oh man, was I wrong.
If anything, that's my biggest mistake, leaving you.
The only word to describe how I've felt for months, is pain.
I wish I could just go up to you and say "Hi".
No way, that, my friend, will just risk more rejection, more pain.
I've felt far too much of that in my life.
Rejection would make it worse.
So, I guess the point of this letter was just to say "thanks".
Thanks for breaking my heart.
Thanks for giving me my last little bit of courage I needed to go through with my plan.
Thanks for being my suicidal lover.
The one who fell for you.
this is just to let you all know I am not planning on killing myself. it's just how i ended my letter/poem.