I always sort of wondered why you had me and zac. You were never really around when we were younger and you really aren't now only to complain on how much kids cost. Did you ever think you might have hurt zac? Hes not as mature as the rest of us yet. He still thinks your a hero he hasn't quite figured out that really you don't care about anyone but yourself.
Do you ever sit by Zac's bed wondering what hes dreaming about wish he coud stay like that? Knowing in all your heart that while he is inside his dreams he can do anything and wishing he couldfeel he could for the rest of his life awake and asleep?
Okay I will admit I was a little bit of a disappointment and so was Abby but Zac wasn't and if you ever thought about us you'd know that. If you ever watched him. I hate you for leaving him alone. Leaving us alone. I hate you for not seeing that you killed this family. Not mom you. You left me to take care of everyone. I will never forgive you for that.