Greg's amazing, and I'm an awful, awful person.
I miss him a lot. He understood me a lot, haha. I miss holding his hand and feeling secure, I miss knowing I not only shouldn't but can't
flirt with other guys 'cuz I'm with him, I miss our two hour long phone conversations, I miss him visiting me at work and making me smile, I miss visiting him at work and for just two seconds, making him forget how much everyone and everything sucks, I miss going to his house and "watching" a movie, I miss taking walks with him, I miss the way he kissed me, the way it showed how freaking much he cared.
But whatever I do...... I can't go back to it. Because it would be selfish, and a week later, over again. I miss him so much.
I was thinking to myself.. Years from now, I'm gonna marry a guy like Greg.
I'm just not ready for that yet.
I'm so, so sorry you're hurt, and I would take away your pain but that would just result in more pain later. Current Mood: crushed