- Don't know what I'm still doing here
Pieces of me fall through these strings,
More faster than the one before
I become silent.
I don't remember the breaking point
of this shadowed sketch of my former self,
My lines are getting so dim and faded,
less detailed and more a mess than the moment before.
I use to call it beauty..
now all I see is weakness.
Just take my away into this ocean
More tightly we're woven
the more disgusted I get
I can't escape this feeling of lifelong regret.
I know it's not right but I thought you were the one
I was going to let you harvest my oven with your bun.
Why do you even bother making promise you don't mean
Just be straight up, please just come clean.
What are you doing on my long, late
This is a fight I'm scared to fight.
You're always sick on the weekends
your nan always on your back
you have to fix this, find this, fetch this, or do that.
So instead of saying you are sorry
I end up becoming the sap.
My room now filled with candles
lotions and soft music
I watch the time tick by slowly
I'm afraid I'm going to lose it.
I'm always the one to make up with love
So I'm here to say with a push from above
I'm nobody's door mat, tool, chew toy, or shit
You do this again
and I wont