I'm new. Hey.
Here you are again. It's all so familier now. You think that it's going to be all ok, but deep down, you know it's not the case. You're only lying to yourself.
Just accept it. You have a problem. Just admit it. You need help. You won't get it, though, will you? That's what I thought.
Why don't you just reach out to someone? For your sake? Are you afraid of healing? Afraid to move on? Or are you just afraid that others may see you as someone merely seeking attention. That's it, isn't it? You just want to be invisible, don't you? That's right.
Well. You can be invisible. You're alienating your friends. You're becoming so withdrawn that it surprises even yourself when you so much as speak up. Every day that you hide the truth, you just make it worse.
It's going to be worse tomorrow, and you know it. This disease- and it is a disease- could kill you. It will kill you if you don't smarten up. But you know that already. You know everything already. You just choose to ignore it.
I only want to help. I only want what's best for you.
Yours truly, yourself