And there you stand
Only a few feet away
I notice my eyes fixate on you
And everything is made dull
I can't seem to hear the fucking music..my heart is speaking too loudly as it competes with the drummer
All I can feel is the pounding, and pounding
The music...the only reason I'm here
This is my escape from hell for a few hours
Damn you can take that away too.
And I feel it rushing thru my veins
This fucking curse, I pray for it to vanish, don't come back
I WON'T BE REAQUAINTED WITH AFFLICTION AGAIN
This could be the end of me
I attempt to peer into your soul
to see if your venom has drained
And if a heart took its place.
I need to know this before I risk it all.
My mind warns of danger...run- it's safer that way
but instead I follow my heart
As I gravitate towards you.
See, the second our eyes meet
My life will be changed.
Chaos will replace the order I've worked so hard to attain.
But we are close now..
I'm now standing directly behind you
But what do you say to someone you haven't seen in 2 years?
And so we meet again...
Will you be staying long this time around?
Promise me you have a lifetime to remain
If not, I must turn away
Though I already know its too late.
I fooled myself into believing the agony could replace love with hate.
I hate your eyes and your smile, and your face disgusts me
You turn around, maybe you sensed my presence
You look in my eyes, too quickly for me to look away
You smiled at me..
And your smile... a smile STILL so grand you could stop all the world.
Meet me at the beach tonight.
We can listen to the waves crash, as I fall all over.. again
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