You hurt me so bad when you told me you never cared about me for those 9 years that we were friends. I gave you myself, I let you in. I never let anyone in, I told you things I couldn't tell myself. Aiiry, why did you hurt me so much?
"Glad I didn’t die before I met you
Now I don’t care, I could go anywhere with you
And I’d probably be happy." -Bright Eyes
Aiiry, I still love you more than anyone. You'll always have me...I could go to Africa with you and get bit by a poisionus ant and only have three days to live, and I wouldn't care as long as you were with me for those three days. Telling me that you loved me, telling me you were there.
I remember the last day I was in Connecticut before I moved to Florida. You picked me up in your car, and we drove around. You drove me to Putnum Park, and we hiked to this beautiful spot. You held my hand the whole way up, and I felt safe. When we got to the spot where you wanted us to be, you turned to me and said with the most sincere look I've ever seen, "I love you." You told me you loved me, and you hugged me and held me close. As I was breathing you in, I started to cry, and you just held me. You kissed me, and you held me with tenderness. Where did that go? Where did our love go? I love you still, and I always will. I gave you me, and you gave me you. But you took it back. So I guess, when you're ready to love me again, I'll be here. I love you, Aiiry. I love you, so much. I should stop this, since I know you'll never read it.
Love for you, always,