April 1st, 2004


Have you ever said something to someone, something insanely meaningful and intense, and the person says it back?

You assume that the person feels the same as you do. When you said it, it meant everything, it was your world. And to think that someone could say the same exact words, and have them be carelessly thrown out, like a bone to a dog, with no thought, no meaning, no life.. It's the worst.

When I say something, I mean it. You can't say "I miss you" and really mean, "I'm glad you were gone," or possibly even worse, "I didn't care that you were gone, life went on without you".

How can one person put their heart into what they say, search for the perfect words to have the perfect meaning, and have it haphazardly, unconsciously thrown back at them?

How can one person care, and the other person just.. not?

If I knew, then my heart would have never been broken.

I would have never told you I loved you. Because I meant it.

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