To whomever is really out there for me to believe in:
How come no one gets the way I look at things? It seems no matter what I do there is someone saying thats wrong. I'm sorry, but my beliefs are different. Just because I take the world on one way and you do another doesn't give them the right to disrespect me. I try so hard to make things easy. I don't try and make my religion or my beliefs all that I am but really, they are what make up me. And when I sit down to read people's lj's or when I talk to them on aim I don't need to hear about Jesus this Jesus that. When will they realize no matter how much they talk about Jesus I'll never believe in him? Someone needs to accept me as I am. I'm tired of trying to change for people. If I didn't feel the need to please people I'd be damn happy with things, with myself, with life in general. But everyone expects something.
When I was little and knew lots (well it was a lot to me as a little kid) no one expected anything from me except for me to be a kid.
And now that I'm older and know nothing, everyone expects me to be whatever would be convenient to them at the moment.
I give up on trying to change for people. I don't want to change. I want to be how I am and I want to be happy with that. So quit trying to pull me into your beliefs, for real guys, I DON'T GIVE A RATS ASS ABOUT JESUS!
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