dear _____,
if you believe in the signs, like i do, then they point to us. they have for seven years now. i know you feel the same way about me. i love the secret flirting between us, but i wish something else would come of it. you have always been in the back of my mind, even when i was with somebody else. your amazing but i cant tell you. you intrest me, and i cant say that to you either. there is only one thing in our way. and its the biggest obstacle of anything. and i cant ignore this "obstacle" anyway. mabey somebody it might happen. but i want you to know that i have always had a secrect longing for you. id bet you would complete me. so life goes on.
corey
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I don't know why this happens, and I'm sorry that it does. I'm sorry that I don't understand why you do it. but I try my best. your problems aren't insignificant, not at all, you matter the most to me. I wish that you appreciated how much I care about you, you are probably the only girl in the world who wouldn't want someone to care this much about them. all I do I do it for you... and I'd do anything for you... and I don't think you know that...
I'm sorry that I try to protect you, from yourself even... and I'm sorry I don't have enough of a spine to stand up to you... but all I want to do is make you happy...
you'll never understand why I care... I wish you could... you deserve all I give you and more... and I am sorry for evreytihng I do for you...
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contemplative
Dave*
honest to god, if you don't mean everything you said this time
my heart will break, i missed you so much and i listened to our song
(Letters to you) by our favorite band... and it made me fall inlove w. u all
over again, forgive me but nick was an ass and i hope you mean everything you say..
because i really think we are ment to be.. we can make it if were heart to heart.
Tracy<3