First of all, I want to make sure you know that I love you. I truly do! You're my best friend. I tell you almost everything! But I feel like I need to come clean. The last four months, we've been drifting. I'd like to say it's all my fault, blame myself 100% and make a change to get back to the "good ole times". But there's just some things that I can't change.
Let me sum things up:
You have no job as of yet; I do, and am sick of being pressured to buy you things. You have no bills whatsoever, and I have many. You get money from your parents which you waste on food for your bf or stupid items from the dollar store which you break or lose within a week.
Mike and I spend time together doing things other then have sex. You and Eddie have a relationship that seems little more then that. Don't get me wrong. You say you love the guy after knowing him for two weeks, and I'll believe you. But don't go pointing your finger at me about Mike. Leave him out of this. Yes, I try to spend a lot of time with him. If Eddie didn't live so far away, maybe you guys would see each other more often too. I also work three jobs and go to college full time. When I'm not working, I tend to have A LOT of homework I'm trying to keep up on to the best of my ability. So I am busy. I don't see you every other night like we used to. That's not my fault, so please don't hold that against me.
I have a mouth and will use it as I see fit. I have an opinion and will share it. This does not mean you have to agree with me. I hope you never feel pressured to do so. But please don't put me down for having an opinion of my own and knowing WHY I have that opinion. I have reasons for my beliefs. Please get your own and know why you have them. Then stick to them.
I still love you. I hope we can make this friendship last. I would still do anything I could for you.