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Wednesday, February 18th, 2004

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1:22a
What do you do when your mom starts to cry cos she thinks shes failing as a mother? And she thinks its her fault that I have a bad dad becos hes an alcoholic... And you do everything in your will power to stop yer dad from being how he is and you drive him around when hes drunk and try to talk for him so he doesn't make a fool of himself. Then you try and keep yer sister in line cos shes fucking up and not to mention keeping yourself in line and try not to fuck up but sometimes you cant help it you want to be happy and you want to make my family happy.. you dont want to fail. Don't use me.. Don't walk on me.. i love you.
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3:50p
First Post here
This is my first post here, its just something I wanted to say to a girl, just like everyone else

I wish I never met you
Or saw you before
I wish you never came
walking through door

I wish I could take back
all the thing I would say
I wish I could take back
the thing that chased you away

My heart is broken,
There's pieces on the floor
Though you have spoken
I reach out for more
Unforgetful pieces
I have never seen before
I wish I never met you
I Wish I never met you

I wish that I could change
the way that I feel
I wish it would go away
all the thing that are real

I wish my tears would run
up the river side
I wish I wouldn't think
about ending my life

I see your eyes everyday
I could never betray
My words from my heart make no difference
Though you have got the inference

If I could change the past
I wouldn't change a thing
If I had never met you
I would have never had the pain
that made me stronger
A better person at best

Even though timing was bad
I know I care for you
I hope my don't chase you away
I'm screwed :(

I'm glad I met you
glad I met you
glad I yea

I wish that I could change . . . . . . . . .
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6:27p
Dear person x and person y

This is what you left meCollapse )

Why did you do this to me?

Current Mood: confused
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11:59p
<333
On and on and on and on and on

I am lost and see-through
I think you've lost yourself to
Throughout all of this confusion
I hope I somehow get to you

I practiced all the things I'd say
To tell you how i feel
And when i finally get my chance
It all seems so surreal


Cause from the first time i saw you
I only thought about you.
I didnt know you
I wanted to hold onto
The things youd never say to me
Cause you said

You can't change the way you feel
(i could never do that, i could never do that)
but you cant tell me this aint real, cause this is real
(and you would see right through that)
And In the end its all ive got (so I'm gonna hold onto that)
So im gunna hold
On and on and on and on
On and on and on and on and on and on and on

And now you've got me watchin your eyes
(got me watchin just to see, watchin just to see)
You got me waitin just to see
(if you'll ever look at me)
If it goes the way it never will
(but will it ever go, will it ever go my way)
Your eyes are watchin me.

Oh, and now youve got me thinkin bout
the first time that i met you
Standing in a crowded room
But i could only see you
And i hope my words will get through
Cause now i cant forget you
I want to tell you
If only i could reach you
And make you feel this way
But you said

You can't change the way you feel
(I could never do that, i could never do that)
But you can't tell me this aint real, cause this is real
(and you would see right through that)
AndIn the end its all ive got
So im gunna hold ont to that, so I'm gonna hold
On and on and on and on and on and on and on and on
On and on and on and on and on and on and on
Ooooooh on and on and on
Oooooh oooh, on and on and on and on.

Good Charlotte - Change

Current Mood: tired
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