NOVEMBER 08, 2003
I kicked Richard out. He lived in my house for 3 months. I paid all the bills here. $1200 for rent and utilities etc. plus another $350/ mo on groceries. The price tag for all this- almost $4800 and a whole lot of drama. Yeah, I realize he doesn't have a car, but he asked me one time to take him to see about a job. ONE time. A job that was a 30 minute drive from our house. So that meant that someone would have had to drive him there, drive home, drive back and pick him up, and then drive home again. 2 hrs. worth of driving a day to take him back and forth to work, not to mention the wear and tear on the vehicle doing it. Micah's car... in the shop. Who does that leave? Me. I have to take my kid to school in the mornings. I'm sick as crap all the time and just generally having a really hard pregnancy. I am responsible for ALL of the finances in this household. Plus, I have a job. HELLO, there isn't enough hours in the day. I do enough for him...far more than his attitude would inspire anyone else to. If he said half the stuff to me that he says to Kim, he would already be missing some teeth. As it is, she won't even speak to him anymore. Nobody cares if he fucked her or not. None of my business who anyone has sex with but me (although I know more than a few busy bodies who think they are on a right-to-know basis about that sort of thing...nosey fuckers and trouble makers that they are). He's hateful to Sera. I think he's jealous of my relationship with Micah. I heard him saying things about me that I don't like when he thought I was asleep. What a shit. A general air of unpleasantness has permeated our household since he has become a part of it. The only person here that he showed any kind of courtesy was Micah and I think tha's because he MIGHT be under the misapprehension that Micah is the one who is bankrolling him. Plus, he's a total slob. He needed to go.
He said "oh, well families disagree sometimes...blah, blah, blah...". Yeah, he went there.
If I could say anything to him right now I'd say that first off, Kim is my best friend, and she was actually trying to get a job. Micah is my boyfriend. That's right, I said "MY BOYFRIEND" because no matter how much you and your 'tard friends go around telling people he isn't, that's not what he says, so you can go and eat shit Richard. You tried to paint this picture like Micah was gaming me and I'm just a fuck. Micah doesn't play. Anyone who really knows him would realize that if that were the case he'd be real with me about it instead of trying to pretend he was with me while he was scamming on hookers phone numbers and shit, so save it, please. I've known you for a year, most of which you have been gone to WV. I've been friends with Kim for 5 years, and with Micah for 8 years. They have been through everything with me. THEY ARE MY FAMILY. Please, don't flatter yourself like that. Second, there is a fine line between helping a friend out and being taken for a ride... that line has been crossed. You were totally taking advantage of the situation. It's over with now, and it doesn't matter. AS for Micah, yeah, he is your friend. But we are having a child together, and family is the tie that binds. I'm not going anywhere. Micah is happy, and you should be happy for him, instead of being such an attention whore. I don't hate you, but I dislike the atmosphere that you created in my home. I'm sorry if you feel that you have been mistreated, but I think I bit my tongue for far to long. I'm done being nice.