wandering into the land of if onlys and what ifs
what if we remained best friends?
would you still have rebeled like you did?
what if you did invite me to that stupid party?
would we have been closer?
what if andrea liked me?
would you like me more?
what if you started using when we were still friends?
would i have gone along w/ the trend?
what would i have done if we were still friends and you're mom starting acting the way she did?
would i be able to stand it?
what would i say to you?
would my mom step in like always and set her straight?
or would she even go down that path if our mom's were still friends?
would my mom start babysitting you're little brother and sister to keep them safe?
would she asked you to move in?
would you have?
if i wasnt stubborn, wouldnt we still be best friends?
if we were still best friends....
would u still have ruined ur life?
please keep me from wandering in the land of if onlts and what ifs.......... its not a happy place... Current Mood: thoughtful