i like you a lot.
and i wish i could express that to you.
but i guess that would be wrong.
there is the guy that u have liked ur whole life. no exaggeration. i mean, he was ur first kiss. but you were only 1! and he never felt the same for you because ur like his lil sis. well u never thought he felt the same because he always was goin on about this other girl that he likes. well, this time its been the same girl for about 4 years and since u go to the same school as them now, the feelings for him are back, even stronger than ever, and the hatred for her grows every time that she hurts him, which is way too often. but now you thought that it was over w/ them because she made some dumb choices and hurt him way too much and he told you it was done. his friends said it was done. they spent the first half of the night talking crap about her, and he spent the 2nd half cuddling with you. holding hands, for heavens sake. and then the next night, its the same way. you can see him looking at you thru different eyes. its like suddenly your NOT jus this lil pudgy lil girl who follows him around, but ur actually a girl who likes him. and so i mean, you believe him. he tricked you, the bastard, and you believed him. no no he still loves the other girl. he decided that he enjoyed the fact that u came over and that hes goin to tell this other girl that way she becomes jealous. screw him.