I give up and I'm just staying out of it. I can't help you and none of you are listening to me anyway. I'm still worried about you every day, so much I can't sleep because I'm worrying about all of you. But you don't listen so what can I do? At least you won't be worried about me, since I just pretend to be okay. I figure you all have enough to deal with, with Paul and everything.
So yes, I give up.