I just want to say I'm sorry. I'm sorry for what I did, for if I hurt you. I had never cheated on anyone before and was proud of that, so I didn't handle the situation well. I made too many mistakes. I've been so happy, I fell in love which is all I've ever wanted, but I'm still feeling the guilt. And I am actually sorry we never did stay friends.
I think I finally understand. And I know I can get better now :)
I think it was all connected all along. I think I know everything.. why all the thoughts came to me. I think I know how to change this.
I promise you will see a change in me, I swear. Just give me all the time you can.
I know how much you love me, I know you'll wait. I'll give you all the space you need and I'll take space to try and fix things too. When we're apart, we are both miserable.
And... I do believe you. Over everything.
And I think you've stopped lying and hiding things. You were just trying to protect me, I understand - and I'm glad that you now feel a bit more able to tell me things, hopefully.
PS. Snuggles :)