i'm like having a panic attack because i'm scared you're gonna start hanging out there. i mean, i know i'm being stupid and you're hardly ever even not with me but i don't want you to end up like that.. it scares me. if i were with you i wouldn't mind so much but i have a feeling you wouldn't want me to go with you. i don't like what happens to people who start going there.. i care way too much about you to not worry about that. i love you so much.