I know I'll always love you because you meant everything to me and nothing can changed that really.
But for the first time in over a year I can say that I'm not inlove with you.
And its not scary in the slightest.
Know what I think we can be friends.
And I'm kinda good with it.
I AM better than what I was when we were 'together'
I'm a million times stronger and feel better about a thousand things.
Just took me so long to find this all out.
See ye in a few days lad.
Dear other boy,
Its kinda weird, we've known each other properly about 6mnths.
I always thought you were hella cute but never thought anything of it.
We never really saw each other n stuff.
But Friday night was awesome.
Dancing, drinking, playing stupid as fuck games n all our mates actually getting on for once.
It was so good.
I just wanted to kiss you again.
Like we did a while ago, but you knew I wasnt over him and you told me to wait til I was okay again.
Your such a bloomin sweetheart and I dont know but I kinda really quite like you.
Saturday will be fun if it works out again.
Just wait n see and not get my hopes up.