You have to prove yourself to me. I hear all the time that you like me. You tell other people. You told Hayley you LOVED me. But...you never seem that way to my face. Why is that? Are you afraid? Or are you just playing some kind of game? You don't actually like me do you?
I don't know what to do. It would be so easy to fall back into you. Go back to 'us'. But...do you want that?
...Do I want that? I don't want to cause you any more hurt than I already have. I think I could love you. But only if you give yourself to me too. I wish I could talk to you. Wish you would listen. Wish you weren't busy all the time. Wish all this history wasn't there. Wish I was brave enough to take a chance.
Love, Linzi. xx