vibrant grays (xx_woody_xx) wrote in _letterstoyou_,
vibrant grays

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i love you*   

            somethings you cant fix. i cant really judge your life, or who you're with right now...all i know is that you arent here...or even in my imagination at this point. So many times you've figured you wanted to be with me, then a couple months later you decide you're bored and want to move on. Its like a cycle you keep coming back, and i have no power to decline, you're like a bad habit? sounds like what im looking for...because i dont want to love you...i cant, every time you say you love me, you break me..and i dont know how to fix my broken heart. People probably look upon my situation and think, this is just a one time high school love...that everyone goes through. but they dont know how many times..and how many times ive wanted to say no, and make you go away...and how i couldnt. i just wanted to be near you, love you, make everything in yours and my life perfect.  I can do that you know, if you would just give me more than a month to show you. I'm waiting..for that night you promised...the night that will never come. I told you id give myself up for you..and you said that it would be'd make it that way. and im still here...never touched..never broken waiting for you to make me whole again. Maybe im looking in all the wrong places, you seem to look for the girls that are nothing like me..but yet you always seem to come back...never forever..and leaving me hoping that next time will be the last that i will hurt.  I try and get over you, i try and find the perfect guy..but in my one will match up....not a single man.  He says he'll try and fill your shoes...but only i can one is like one pretends to not care the way you its like the thrill of the chase..but when i need it most you are the man of my dreams...when will you be there for me...i need my man....i need him now

-half heartedly broken

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