lozz_ball (lozz_ball) wrote in _letterstoyou_,

Quick Entry.

Damn. I feel so fucking back-stabbed.

From the following people:

-More Friends
-Even More Friends.

Did i mention Friends yet?

Fuck This Shit. Fucking.
My mum saw me crying today.
Sh asked me what was wrong.
I said people from school were being mean.
Well, self explanatory isnt it?
She told me to end the friendships with them.
Perhaps that's what i shall do.

Fucking. I hate it when you're friends back-stab you.
&& When they dont notice that you're the one who needs help.

My mum was right.
She told me not to pour my soul out to people.
Unfortunately i did. && Now they back-stabbed me.

I tell my friend i liked her boyfriend.
Stupid wasnt it?
Now all she did was pretend she still liked him && now they're all happy.

I find out my friend liked my recently detached ex && even worse, LIED to me.
Bad, Bad, Bad.

I have a fight with my BESTESTESTESTEST Bestie ever because we've both been ignoring each other for the last few weeks.
Well, i knwo i have at least.

Perhaps I'm just selfish?
Selfish for wanting someone to love me && for me to love them in return.
Selfish for wanting to come home with someone to ask how my day was, and to live the experiances i had had that day.
Selfish for wanting someone ALWAYS there for me and comfort me when i'm low.
Selfish for wanting someone to understand what i'm going through and not just pretend they know everything.
Selfish for wanting to not exist.

Perhaps I am. =\
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