i don't know what happened but all of a sudden you're a completely different person. after desperately searching for a boyfriend for such a long time, suddenly you have this extremely strong fear of commitment. how do you explain that? theres just something unbalanced in your brain. how did you end up here? you're an insomniac and you keep hurting yourself. you can't exactly live this lifestyle anymore. why are you being this way? i used to love you. i still do, but you need to figure yourself out.