I really need you to talk to me. I know it must be weird for you, having me still love you but please just say something. It would even be alright if you said you hated me and you wished I didn't like you because I'm a complete loser. I just want to know how you feel. It really hurts that you won't tell me. I need to know because it's killing me. It hurts so much that I cannot stay with my current boyfriend any longer. I don't feel for him like I do for you. No one understands how much I love you. I don't know why I do, especially since I was the one who wanted to break up over a year ago. This situation is making me mentally and physically sick. I don't think I can take this pain much longer. I love you. I wish I had the guts to say all of this to you..