i was finally ok.
i still care more than you will ever know.
but i dont want to act on it anymore.
we are friends. i love being your friend.
today i realized that i can move on with my life.
i was excited that i was finally able to let go.
tonight i got my usual phone call at 2 in the morning.
you put the spill canvas on and made me fall in to needing you all over again.
you did it on purpose.
the first song you went to was sunsets and carcrashes.
you got upset.
and got really quiet.
you wouldn't tell me what was wrong.
so i left it alone.
you got even quieter.
and now you are sleeping.
thanks rodney, thatnks.