Although I fully realize the stupidity and health risks it entails. . .
I wish I still had an eating disorder of some kind.
I never felt as beautiful as the days where I'd restrict myself to 100 calories a day and water.
And I know I'm a complete idiot for feeling that way, no need to tell me.
Still, I'm five foot one, 114 pounds. Although I lost 30 last year, I still feel like a heifer. What does it take?
Too bad I don't have that kind of willpower anymore.